Hmmm

Took the old path through the brush.Its mostly grown over,don't use it so much,any more.Along a small canal thick with grass about waist deep,ask me how I know.Muskrat holes along the shores,with amazing grass plug doors.Springtime patches of snow,low fog from breath and bog,barely rising in the still calm air.An amazing silence surrounds me there.Light my pipe moving quite slow,observing the sparrow birds pecking the snow.I'm am fifteen years old and I'm well aware,of these precious moments in which I share.Before I knew you,before you knew me.I try to emulate those times when I was content to just be.Continue on that overgrown path heading to the first hay field for nearly the last time.Pulling my traps done for the season moving along.No catch today,thats ok.just lovin my smoke cause I'm puffin away.Cross the first field on to the second field,won't be long and I'll be done for the day.Slow steady easy pace slightly crunchy snow.Its getting a little darker a little cooler now.A little less serene a little more lonely.Time to go.I turn I retreat the daylight is drifting away with the breeze.Crunch crunch jump the canal,finding the scarce path has grown scarcer in the darkness.I still know the way by smell and taste ,if not by sight.Soon breaking free of the trees and the whip branches that just love me.Short walk home feeling tired useful accomplished and alive.The days of my youth often ended as today with my siblings,warm Italian bread and my mothers amazing soup.

Silly

Just suddenly I laugh.Is it madness,quite possibly.I always thought it would happen to me.But its relaxing,suddenly I laugh suddenly I'm free.

I kid

Oh I get it ,it was a joke,a ridiculous sadistic non realistic poke me in the eye show me no mercy show me no hope kick me when I'm down tattoo on a frown spit in my face,lay me to waste till my families disgraced since I'm a hopeless case whos mind wanders all over the place no future kind of a joke.Huh funny!

Progress

One less destination I look for you no more one new destination now I knock upon your door no more chance meetings now just scheduled greetings is progress what I've been searching for I will never admit if I ever know

alive

I sit I wait I walk I pace I sit I wait I'm familiar with this place I keep a pace that helps me cope I sit I wait settle for nothing still for the best I hope I sit I wait I get a little satisfaction still I always want more thats my knee jerk reaction I sit I wait and wonder what the hell am I waiting for and still I sit I wait and wait and wait.

SUMMER

I love the smell of corn growin in the field,crisp and green and strongI love the feel of a tomato hangin on the vine hoping it may somehow become mine and knowing that its real,I love the taste of you lips interlocked with mine warm, smooth and telling,knowing how you feel,I love to give you a hug while I kiss you on the face,its the feeling of love believing there are only winners in this god forsaken race.The thrill of a cold ocean when we go to that secret place by the seagrass covered dunes,where we saw the nesting loons its new and old and real,its new its old and its real,a little new something that you somehow do reveal,just a little more than the less you always had concealed.Still new, still fresh ,still sharing the best,still concerned and caring,even with those regrets,keeping me restless yet completely at ease my head and face are calm yes I still tremble at the knees in anticipation of the next subtle revelation that keeps me beggin' please...

Today

All my fantasies are defeated by harsh realities,life goes on life goes on...

people

simplicity brings controversy

Oh that you

You crack me up,amuse me make me laugh made me smile the stuff you everyday say in such a clueless way.Its rich its rare keeps me in a stitch and equally unaware,good job keep it up my spirit requires this stuff,thanks again....THE END.

Feud

Do you have more rights than me,didn't you teach me that all are equally free what should I now believe.Is this land yours even thou you never before believed it to be true.Was it right to denounce my rights in front of all to see,what now do you expect me to do?Let us start over at square one,we might not repeat what can not be undone.I too am indigenous too where I come from...

less

Irrelevancy leads to vagrancy,anxiety leads to complacency,free will leads to destruction,destruction leads to induction to the cage,which leads to rage which always fades when you become afraid then they lay you in your grave so just fuckin behave.

fam damily

I love my sisters and brother and of course my sisters mother my deceased dad and most of the the cronies he had.Grandmas and grandpas and maybe some cousins even thou they gave me no lovin cause of all the pushin and shovin, finally i just threw my glove in.So here I stand here I say family is a blessing if you can get away.or can give it away. But never throw it away.

Carousel

Missing no one, not missing no fun ,not wanting not waning not giving or complaining just doing my thing.Not waiting for some offering or something I can not bring.Did miss the brass ring made a meager attempt at that thing,still goin round and round though not caring for speed or daring for greed no more rings or other useless things ,me to the table is all I bring...

gum

Chewin on gum,its so much fun,gets the blues on the run,life was not quite this much fun before I begun to chew that gum.yum...

Life as art

Early in life your an oil painting vibrant colors texture and strong yet able to change easily.In mid life your a photograph mostly unchangeable less creative very exact potential for quick cash.Then of course when your old your a water color,somewhat faded less sharp, less noticed blended in but still beautiful if someone takes the time to appreciate you...The end.

chin

Success is acceptance of goodness

saturday

Its a dry heat in a world that maybe you refuse to compete due to a past that maybe you'd like to delete and apparently the rest of the world just seems obsolete.So you reap what you sow a small blessing given how little you know and did you know how little you know.I did not think so.

Boston

The friggin bruins left me in ruins the red sox kick me in the jocks the pats left me flat the celts helped me loosen my belt.They have all made me feel the best and the worst I've ever felt.

green scam

I've been getting into the green thing lately.I figured a way to cut down on paper usage.In the morning when I'm using the bathroom I blow my nose fold the tissue then wipe myself.Well the other morning I was a little hungover,go figure,and I accidentally reversed the sequence,,,yup,fuck those trees,there was nothing green goin on there,except maybe that broccoli I ate on a dare...

darwin

I had to crawl to evolve,before I could stand,before I could see,before I could understand what it meant to be me.I had to crawl to evolve...

Ungrateful

I'm so selfish,the other night i was in bed the best safest most comfortable place in the world.Better than standing in the rain,better than waiting for a bus for hours in the winter,better than being lost somewhere and as I lay there I felt the need to turn over ,yes to try to get more comfortable.Such a malcontent.

RUN

I poo on google,I copy and paste and totally disgrace on facebook then I pee on tee be dee full of has beens and wannabes like me.Finally I blog if it were a drain it would clog on some space the final dumping place,shameless hopeless painless tasteless disgrace.This timewastin chore you keep hopin no more but here I come ready to dump more some.

OK

You set me free easy.It was painless,believe me.I didn't need to cry ,while you were leaving,I wasn't left bleeding and screaming,why?You were gentle and truthful,no need to lie.I shall miss you,I shall miss my kiss to you.So I love you goodbye...

The breeze

Its been a good run ,it was interesting and soul bending fun.No winners no losers just potheads and boozers,another encounter a moment a nice time.Thank you I thank you.Ready,set,free.