I need reason maybe its a different season that will do lookin for something else to believe in a new situation to ease into its not stress its jest a change of scenery no one has been mean to me gonna celabrate that I am still free to ride to the hills I have the will as well as the means to fufil the last of my dreams simple accessible usually possible no reason to stay and hide away gonna pack the bike light and when the moments right Gonna ride away gonna fly tonight

But its OK because I feel really good today gonna break out of the rut trying a different approach accepting what I can't change and looking at things a different way its OK to be a little cleche if it helps Me understand that life can be lived a better way another way start a new dance make it a trend take another chance make another friend its not a new beginning its not another end I feel really good today

Beer and cheese and cigarettes only me with painful regrets I was fine spending my time with water not wine and listening to you

Cause IM the old guy maybe I've seen more shit maybe I know a secret or am better equipped to help you get over it Just give me a try you don't have to cry alone at the least IM here for you always just pick up the phone and throw it at me I'll be right over there napping on the couch just don't hit me in the head ouch

Sometimes I want to yell but I don't sometimes I want to cry but I won't sometimes I just need to sigh yes that I do cause that one is easy and it just suits me usually I need a moment to catch my breath before I take on my next opponent before I take my next step that who has mistaken me as their next opportunity to get rich or richer they have no concience they don't need a rest just to catch their breath somehow feelings do not phase them its not part of their DNA but thats not me so the battle goes on I took my breath I'm ready for another day...

I was able to tap into her energy it gave me a renewed interest in me and life and curiosity I became suddenly unfrozen willing move about stand tall again and shout out make way IM OK its another day and there is more to do and there is more to say I have not seen it all although I claim I have IM not really sick of it or even full of it not even close not a bit move over bull shit cause IM not over it get out of my way...

Today I am aware this is it this is my life few surprises remaining the end of the rainbow now in view so over exaggerated I'm no longer confused about the meaning of life its only what you pretend it to be ,happiness merely an illusion created to calm the mind and limit the confusion generated by such a lack of understanding of most everything accepting ignorance is happiness Bliss that is it and I truly realize it today...

I caught just a glimpse of you there were people in the way it was a busy place at the busy time of day just a glimpse of you as people moved away but memories like photographs arn't real they just help us deal with lonlieness in our own private way only if I see you again then I can realize the meaning of the look in your eyes if they are sincere or full of lies I failed to notice only unaware if they looked away I only looked away so as to not stare I did not want to make you scared in any way I'm sorry I failed to notice I'm sorry I looked away...

Its still the smell I remember so well petuli oil like soft flowers smoothe and sweet lingering just enough to smoothe the rough reminds me of the touch when even our faces meet noses and feet those toes I could eat,lips touch its just too much hand in hands I feel you and still you feel me,too

I'm pure evil.Ha..Hey stranger I'm working tonight:) Wanna meet me at Murphies for a coke before you go in?Lol Deal :) thanks what would I do without ya?Lol.Don't listen to ur stuid daughterRemember the time your son thought they found bigfoot

3of 3/should could did do will it do,sometimes...always though I believe in you...Lol. Im miserably sick behind the bar. Barely know my own name. And what did that little shit say? LI feel like hellLol. Youre a trip. Shes gorgeous. It Wasnt hard. Did you like them though? Nah. I know you better. I as fucking with you.Are you drunk already? Lol. Youll know me :) and kristen is the most beautiful woman in the world, trust me, Ive been staring atLol. I know something was up. Im not that pretty. She is :)Haha. Youre a trip. Im trying to get tristan to clean his room so i can put him in bedLol! Sorry for causing you pain! HaHaha. I was just there for a few minutes. My flesh started to burnHaha. What oops shot?

1of2/I like to tell the interlecual jokes early in the show that way the dumb ones leave,Hey thanks for coming,don't foget to let the bus 

It is tonight I don't feel alright so I'll sit and write not of feelings but a lack of them I am patient I sit alone in the darkness waiting to see some revelation to be cast upon me clearly IM out of excuses I used the last one some years ago if things happen for a reason then does nothing happen for a reason too does it just happen because of a reason and on and on ramble down that worn out road no forks no twist or turns sure as hell can't see the beginning hope like hell I ain't near the end all I have are these words to help clue me in not sad I am a patient man I deny any regrets they're no good to me any more never smoked cigarettes cept maybe the candy brand it was all just candy back then trick and treat didn't see that coming we will all keep lying till we're all dead or dying keep denying we only failed for lack of trying too much passion too Much pain bury it deep inside its just a waste of time crying face down ain't no view keep your chin up look around eyes clear forward don't even look back because my friends we ain't just yet through... 

Sometimes I want to yell but I don't sometimes I want to cry but I won't sometimes I just need to sigh yes that I do cause that one is easy and it just suits me usually I  need a moment to catch my breath before I take on my next opponent before I take my next step that who has mistaken me as their next opportunity to get rich or richer they have no concience they don't need a rest just to catch their breath somehow feelings do not phase them its not part of their DNA but thats not me so the battle goes on I took my breath I'm ready for another day... 

Just got my first paycheck!! It means parents come n take their kids out to dinner n give them money n presents..U R all things!Being cause you keep screwing them upAre u a nerd?Hey happy v-dayThey caught me behind the counter again. I told them that I have a couponI have no one at my bar now.. Hill. TomorrowNo I m on the couchCiao ciao..Who told you that:-p :-p :-p good night..Hows ur lip?Lol only i would kno that u hide the last yodels in ur bureau..Lol. That sucks! Sorry. Good night babe :)..Ciao ciao..Okk!..You are talking is crazy I don't understand I hate McDonald's Go flyers ..forgot about lobster just made myself a lob sal sand for breakfast. thank you..Kk b there in 5..Thank you babe :)..LOL NICE!!Good night i love you..Security......you wait they are coming this time..Where is that from.....arby's?My minutes are sad because your minutes are sad because your minutes dog died. Please tell my minute..Lol. Fix it. Haha.. Keep up the good work..Never doubt me woman! Im always right..Asap. Is that you knocking on the door? Lol..Very fucking funny..Do you WANT me to hate you?..I luv my bracelet..I want to smack somebody. Lol ..Lol. Funny. Im fucking bored..Im bored out of my fucking mind..Ok but my question still stands..Hey its not my fault..Do you know what Youre doing?.Oh ok god use words..You suck..If at first you dont succeed- destroy all evidence of ever having failed.Why blowing the brains out?I tried to go to a pizza party but the pizza was all gone- typical of my pizza parties..Dead sick and poor.. I won my singles match! ..No. Im off working at a project :) lol. Dork..

 Lol. Ur the best terrriiiiii!!! Thk u soooo much!!

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Dont need reaction just a little distractionto get back in the game or just back to the game Your expectation displaced what might have been just ing what was your reasoning appreciation for what was what were you think--ORIGINAL MSG: Rock,no I want crackAny adventures .vultures dentures imature go forward like before ...Vietnam vaterans,will we ever forget them or ever let them feel free about freedom....Bifocal bikers alumni from rikers metric rider dislikers same old joke to same old insiders ...Its just me and jonny cash gettin back to where we once came from,county prison and countyy jails showin wwhere the system is weak and faild...Gonnaa ride to the counttry gonna meet some old friends gonna lick my wound maybe just let them mend take a break maybe a dip in the lake...Which eventually led to his demise...He died hard noone was surprised still couldnt stop the tears from wellin up in our eyes he never hid hiis vices never wore a disguise...--ORIGINAL MSG: What?! Is that a yes or no ya freak!...Mo apoligies mo excuses jusst cause you didn't pick me doesn't make me useless...There ias a joint in which i frequent its a gathering of retured delinquents...Mathematical equations on the particle separation of ion differentiation...I do return though there no hope of seeing you again...My drunkle...Save the speeches and the teaching your bullshit satiracle opinions and your endless useless preaching...Dwindling spiraling theres no denying ...I want a dumb one so i can have some dumb fun...Sometimes i want i need i cant belive i persue i think of the angles then i doI sit alone by choice i shut off my phome domt need to hear no voice...Im not as tough as i was and aas stupid as i thought i used to be...I beg of yoiu your excellecy...--ORIGINAL MSG: 1. I would never call you a shithead 2. Wrath? Hahahaha i have none 3. You are the sweetest 4. Sorry...Possum hill kentucky...Sometimes i want i need i cant belive i persue i think of the angles then i do..But i guess not aall alone cause i came to this bar i could have stayed at home..--ORIGINAL MSG: Re stage *i did define you though I didnt know you were on a stage facing only one way existing alone..

Ha and ha then your a stupid face.i never made a meatball in my life i just assembled it and delivered it and denied myself it if only

to pherhaps regret it stupid face.if i ever do make a meatball it wont be for you lol punk...have a nice day<:o>

Really?

Like a picture I had once painted suddenly came to be came to life,came to me all the colors correct certain signs of intellect previous mysteries solved all problems resolved just me you life and fantasy together at last as well as it should be as I always knew it could be but of course alas it was not to be this much energy when it did collide could not coincide greatness residing with greatness seems to nullify one another eventual genocide fission or fusion it is awesome but it is brief only now a blurred memory perhaps just an illusion created by me...

Oh yea

I've had lovers sure there have been others but only one could kiss like no other maybe passion but thats not all it was like dancing in synchronization every move anticipated an opera of communication still mysteriously amazing it lasted all of two days perhaps that is crazy but its a memory that still thrills and confuses mystifies and uses me I recall it today that most mysterious encounter ever and how it instantly slipped away...

sucker Joe

I was stunned then she ran I couldn't understand how it got so quickley out of hand such extreme passion suddenly erased my exposed feelings disgraced again I the fool like most every man a bloody victim of evolution the intellectual human race it was amazing I still seek  the limit of perfection as with an erection then like ejaculation as quickly it all went away

You have a sexy face I want to fuck it with my tongue I want to cum in your ear I dont
want you to say oh God I want you to see God I want you to be God then scream your own name a hundred times once after each time you came your eyes 
thrill me I love your hair and your bite IM so glad to have met you you make goodness great and wrongness right ill write about this tomorrow if i can pretend to do it justice but of course I can not but I shall love to reminisce the first kiss the taste the smell of your hair the smooth of your face your squint your stare your irrisitable passion this sudden new reason to regain faith in what I used to believe in to behold this new full plate I just love your face...

It is tonight I don't feel alright so I'll sit and write not of feelings but a lack of them I am patient I sit alone in the darkness waiting to see some revelation to be cast upon me clearly IM out of excuses I used the last one some years ago if things happen for a reason then does nothing happen for a reason too does it just happen because of a reason and on and on ramble down that worn out road no forks no twist or turns sure as hell can't see the beginning hope like hell I ain't near the end all I have are these words to help clue me in not sad I am a patient man I deny any regrets they're no good to me any more never smoked cigarettes cept maybe the candy brand it was all just candy back then trick and treat didn't see that coming we will all keep lying till we're all dead or dying keep denying we only failed for lack of trying too much passion too
Much pain bury it deep inside its just a waste of time crying face down ain't no view keep your chin up look around eyes clear forward don't even look back because my friends we ain't just yet through...

before a long journey I like to say a little prayer to God which of course for me is Just looking in the mirror and winking, get to work people I gotta go play

Ride ride run fly free run and hide from your worries can't catch me borderline crazy totally free wave goodbye to me till I fade out of view you'll forget me but I'll remember you flying on the ground past cars trucks and trees wingless bird solo flying so low singing and screaming ear to ear smile white teethe beaming still believeing in Santa and the bunny and all questioning nothing riding free its the moment just the moment that I am completely me...

I didn't love you because I didn't know better I loved you because you are beautiful and true your soul and spirit so sincere the passion you give without fear so many souls touched by you they are not always aware that does not deter you ,you love you care I noticed, you showed me take it slow like sap from a wounded pine tree it expresses itself to the world eventually there is life all around I am so ready I love it all I don't know everything IM still not afraid I shall jump without warning without notice without fear I have everything to live for and I know its everywhere

Cause IM the old guy maybe I've seen more shit maybe I know a secret or am better equipped to help you get over it Just give me a try you don't have to cry alone at the least IM here for you always just pick up the phone and throw it at me I'll be right over there napping on the couch just don't hit me in the head ouch

I ate so much fruit on this diet when I farted I almost made a smoothie

Its not the size of your nose its the depth of your soul that keeps me interested in you and that you amuse me too a wealth of knowlege...so well read comes alives in things you said to me about me for me

Concrete thunder steering my emotions cant get out of the way from the truth rising up from the depth of any many oceans the pow

you punch the wow of your clutch the power of your touch swayed all my energy to you the truth is whatever I believe and I do believe whatever you tell me to you are my ocean all the energy the complete evolution I worship you and you consume me...

My daily wait is like daily grace a ritual that may seam worthwhile but the verdict is still unknown

shsh

Under cover lover there only maybe one there cannot be another meet me at the park the flowers are in bloom so peaceful at twilight we whisper after dark simple thoughts but we share them completely never holding back true feelings all out in the open only these meetings held discretely all witnesses unknown to mutual friends of each other cept maybe one there is no shame in love it only seems a game because thats what we allowed it to become we are from such different backgrounds and still we found each other so beautiful secret lovers

No reason to live not sure i will go on questioning everything feeling weaker than strong

flag

I need reason maybe its a different season that will do lookin for something else to believe in a new situation to ease into its not stress its jest a change of scenery no one has been mean to me gonna celabrate that I am still free to ride to the hills I have the will as well as the means to fufil the last of my dreams simple accessible usually possible no reason to stay and hide away gonna pack the bike light and when the moments right Gonna ride away gonna fly tonight