Monday, August 28, 2017

Traveler

You reigned me in took control of my soul I couldn't say no I no longer grow old I only grow aware not scared just scarred we are who we are glancing understanding standing under a rainbow only because of rain thou ebb and flow come and go no beginning one day a happy ending again it's two AM toothpaste on a brush this lifestyle too much for those afraid to live in the present not the past hold on enjoy be the first to make it last don't lose your grasp..dot dot dot. Not The END...

Sucker Joe

sucker Joe I was stunned then she ran I couldn't understand how it got so quickley out of hand such extreme passion suddenly erased my exposed feelings disgraced again I the fool like most every man a bloody victim of evolution the intellectual human race it was amazing I still seek the limit of perfection as with an erection then like ejaculation as quickly it all went away

Frustration

Saw your picture today it was a reminder of why I say what I say when I'm texting to you or talking to you a reminder of why I'm waiting for you that inspires me to do what I do think what I think so I try not to blink because then it will be over I try not to blink I cannot help to think constantly relentlessly like beepers tree singing an endless song all night long this is you to me if it were not to be then I believe that fate would again be terribly wrong...

Friday, August 18, 2017

Wrap around hugs

I miss the kiss on your lips taste of your tongue you're memorable gifts Eye to eye,sigh wraparound hugs it feels like love leaving others to shrug and wonder why kisses more kisses so many hits so few misses kisses on your forhead your cheeks nose and eyelids kisses so many kisses you reciprocate it feels so great you give me kisses and more kisses wraparound hugs it feels like love so lie on me and hold me tight rest your head on my chest Alas Fair maiden, sweet dreams sweet love beautiful life great day boa noite...

Gosh

Oh Patricia I'm going to miss ya I wish I didn't miss wanting to kiss ya despite the plethora of dysfunctions,you douched me with cologne I did not care till I nearly passed out from the lack of air,I bought filet mignon you said that was the tasteless fare, and I raised my kids wrong,I spoiled them too long,I should have starved them out till they were gone,I should not have helped or try to help my ex-girlfriend or my ex-wife should have cut them short,let them get their own life,I have the wrong shoes to go out,the wrong shirt I had to buy new pants time was short,this may be my last chance to learn every route to or from your house,from every direction One More mistake like that mister and I'll need Witness Protection,I shouldn't microwave to reheat coffee due to free radicals look it up, don't use bug spray though you may spray away,I use sunblock everyday,you're wrong again my friend it's all about the carcinogens,I tell you a story you have one ready with greater glory, I was a caregiver for 15 years you were for two you win you told me how I should drive,how I should have kept driving instead of parking 50 ft away I should teach you how to play pool I show you what to do then you disobey, because it's not your way,I tell you I won't drink beer and you say of course you are then I am over served and you scream at me from afar, you panic over the dogs everyday,, they stress you and keep you hostage they make you stay in the world from which you wish to run away,you dislike most people you pretend you're getting better you look distressed always doesn't matter the weather,you try to be thankful and you are.you are arrogant spoiled selfish yet concerned about some,helpful thoughtful smart intelligent ignorant beautiful sensual caring hypocritical strong durable weak and fragile curious bored lonely frustrated and in denial of all of the above...one of the greatest most interesting funniest beautiful best person I ever met... I love you this much biatch!!!no regret...

Thursday, August 17, 2017

Puzzled

I hide behind these oaklies eyes welled with tears only wisdom to help calm the fears of future loneliness hopelessness and other sorted long words hidden in the crossword puzzle of this life only down words today

Dimest

I'm a Misfit that must fit with the dimwits with no regrets that i missed it back when i had a chance to do it still i lived through it so did you too we weren't a fool we stood alone for all to see our weakness and vulnerability we grew strong resiliant to difficulties we encountered not every day but definitely some days now we have lived this long and if we could just right a couple wrongs we have seen along the way maybe tomorrow will get that chance we shall sing and dance and be thankful for another day

Janice

I am not Janice she would never be me a slave to the truth and honesty Luke says" the winners are the losers and the losers are the winners" no one is born a saint only a sinner /you are given only so much fuel some use it all to soon maybe the fool don't always know right from wrong i think she knew she was really strong she did live through so much More she lives on thou she is truly gone no mistakes are made the outcome is merely changed so so long you conserve your fuel you do live long i will too i will conserve a little fuel too to  live a little more with me and or for little Ole you

P3

Your intimacy was infinite to me pretty beyond compare beauty over flowing with beauty to spare so much so soon my touch your swoon I'll sing all my life this song this tune one eye smiling one eye crying arresting sigh no questions no answers no pulse just lonely memories bleeding on a shelf the sword cut all too soon carry on the cure singing in my head lying for some more time still alone in this bed i made so long ago...

Macfish

When you cum on my tongue makes me feel so strong  makes me feel young i brought you to orgasm that's the best thing that I've done for a moment we became one so intimate so fun so sweet i love your face your pussy i eat i wish to repeat and repeat taste like a Mac fish sandwich tart and sweet through the drive thru window extra chocolate fudge sauce penuts  and me your Sunday treat...