Wander

A small man a hobbit of sorts, small strides wandering kicking sticks rustling leaves traveled great distances with great determination.Steady progress no emotion his life's mission his hair thinning and unkept.Dirt under his fingernails ,callused hard working hands.Where is he going with such unwavering determination.It seems his girlfriend had been bitten by a wolf the night before,and he was going to teach those wolfs what for.In his good hand he carried a dry stick,a club of sorts,he let it dangle loosely yet ready to strike.On he went.Around is neck a satchel in it some food and meager supplies.He will be able to build a fire,and look for the reflection of their eyes.He will search for a day and a night,if nothing else he will instill an awareness and make known his presence.Such lack of fear almost reckless,its getting cooler now.He will need some food,no sign of the wolves he shall stop before darkness and nap,eat build a fire then pear into the night.

10-32

No need for further deceiving,your leaving,I'm grieving,soon my eyes will start bleeding,salty tears my lifeline receding my simplest fears all coming true,my endless inspiration ending with you.Soon you'll disappear,tomorrow by noon off in the wild blue.My next rhymes will be simplified to a waltz like times,1 2 3, 1 2 3 just let me be just let me be...

Got to

Alas the final wait,the final poker hand,in this solitaire poker game .Finally I think I got a straight,no one has tried to read the expression on my face.Though foolishly I raise,always played the long shot sadly I've never known what they got,or how great the loss.I know its time to fold this hand, probably the game.The choice has been made for me,I have no more chips to play,I am asked to leave,insecurity escorts me away...

AMF

So long see you later,thats if I wait or, have nothing else going on any better.If I can't wait it ain't so wrong ,you ain't the first ,the best or the the worst thing to happen to me,you just happened to be the more interesting of the previous three.So go on get along,you can be the third word in the fourth line of my first next song,I think its weird.Acceptance never felt like rejection,time was never wasted, my mind never hesitated to think of you.Your view of whats what and who's who.Made me think,wonder,contemplate then create, if only to help me endure the endless questions of why and what am I doing this for.There is no end,only change,a verse a chapter,a new rule in the game.First string, second strung,third waiting what started the game,where did all this come from?So still I wait,unless I can't,thats the fate...

Oh yeah

I had wandered into the same field that I played in years before .When I was young ,a kid shooting arrows into the sky,flying kites,running for no apparent reason,laying in the thick grass,watching clouds go by.The only thing different today is that I more so,I realize what I had and what I had lost.Time surely, simplicity and a sense of complete satisfaction.I went back to that field to revisit those feelings.To help me understand simple complete emotions that were once close at hand.It was real I immediately began to recall young feelings, think young thoughts,but then again became bored and realized,and maybe or maybe not,understood why I did move on.A feeling to me is like a candle when its gone it is gone.You may remember it,appreciate it,or just forget it.So time to move on find new feelings through friends happenings tragedies and the good as well.Ok to remember maybe not to dwell.

presents

The posers the wannabes the fair weather riders the liars and those who aspire to talking not living, receiving not giving to the forward movement of their being just staying ,accepting what others been saying ,leave it all to hope and praying,not doing then confusing reminiscing with forward thinking, excuses with with reasons.Pretending for believing.Well no more ,don't know what your waiting for.Never made a move unless you were completely sure of the meaning of the reason for what you were doing it for. Yesterday was another day that sadly passed away,but tomorrow too is another day,so they say,so I guess it has to be today right now, you know what it is, what you have to do to live,just one thing for sure,one thing right now,what are you waiting for.One thing right now...

hello

Suddenly it was all so clear no more cloudy judgment clarity come with freedom and a lack of care seldom during frantic obligations do you notice the water in the clouds the smiles on the faces of the sweltering gathering crowds.Stop to smell the flowers hell stop to find the flowers.Just stop and look around.Theres bound to be more trouble sure,but it to will pass on by,to reveal the sparkle in ones eye high frequency blue like the color of the sky,nod your head and smile,smirk grin,go numb relax release that inner child,have fun with the notion that you might be ok and it is ok,maybe you weren't wrong all along or you weren't right its all ok its all alright.Have a nice day...Have a good night...

what the

A dummy for Christmas thats what I'll be for Halloween a green costume painted face high blood alcohol level a little color for the cheeks maybe carry a baseball bat for authenticity what am I ,a survivor,a runner a ducker a hider a baseball bat swinging face smashing alcohol drinking loser,or a hobo,lol

all saints

Do you can you remember another again from way back when?Um well let me see,I once dress up as samurai bellushi I was so proud graduated from hobo saw 3oz at the sons of Italy ha,wtf.maybe nineteen that was the last time I dressed up,yeah I'm a lot of fun.

treat?...TOT

Hmmm trying to remember perhaps trick or treating,been a long time.Was usually grounded around then.Oh yeah cold coughing dressed in baggy cloths a hobo I guess.And apple huh guess that was a trick,pennies got it, another trick should have just passed me a note that said egg my house please.Happy times not really.Hand out the candy smile wave goodbye,drudgery.A final plea in the final stage of misery.Winter is bearing down,eat that candy get a bellyache a razer blade in the apple would have been an opportunity a blessing in disguise.Urban legend,a sign from heaven,no film at eleven.Hope you had more fun.,cause this young hobo barely had some...

My awareness of your being satisfies my need for existence...

teasing is a reason to believe in santa clause and the easter bunny again just like we did back when all was sweet and innocent before all our sins to repent

tough

the past is unobtainable,the future is inexplainable and the present i just don't understand

finale

Its good for you but there will be hell to pay.Its your last chance of the past minute to change your mind and walk away.Maybe you should run cause the gate is closing and your choices are becoming one and with a little less time you'll be down to none.This is it what do you say.Get along or stay and play and get along...

re

Back from beyond I grimace at the thought,the uncertainty, day to day the menacing possibilities along the way.I turn to you briefly then look away,A wink a smile a reassuring nudge,I tilt my head back and take a drink.I'm not afraid but often I am curious the unknown is mysterious with or without fear.Its normal acceptable unchangeable,a constant in the world of variables and disappointments.I shall return ,you too will return ,visit with the family visit with reality then return to insanity.Its always different with you and the same with me.

Doldrum

The moment was a fleeting catastrophe ,a brief exploding flash,a celebration in nano exploration good things are often brief before we can understand them,realize their simplicity,become bored, then annoyed ,if your bored go find something new.Don't ask me what,go find it then come tell me about it,write about it sing it paint it.

Entangled misconceptions providing illicit misguided directions

It seams like a lifetime perhaps its not the right time its been such a long time, its alright if its the wrong time but sometimes anything will do anytime its all I write if it'll rhyme maybe incomprehensible if it leaves me with my empty basket full I won't follow any rules till I understand my fellow fools carrying their buckets of envier's drool learned it all then left it all back in school green for the environment weeds peeking through cured cement green with envy of the green on the other side the pride of the young and the silly songs they have written but have left yet to be sung reaching for the first rung believing in kung the king of nothing to do first filled it up finally enough hadn't seen it before my first overfilled cup,giddy up...

a toast

Just a chair a floor some beer a pen a past presently confused permanently observed for later dissection at the institute of useless reality where currently there resides the most advanced minds of any previous time High speed rambling like freestyle singing channeling vocalizing bringing back to life some spirits gripes helping the living realizing the pain has sustained since the day we stood upright and sauntered away cheers

then

Searching or not, waiting or not, inspiration may come or not..It was an amazing collision of emotion confusion and pictures and music generations three all coming together captivating me capturing me taunting yet releasing me and those who have gone before me to rest in peace for eternity I fled in disparity when drinking of course not a rarity still an emotional undeniable bitch slap of reality.Well done son, son of the son that that continues the run on memories through old photos older music and current confusion...

hang me

Don't believe me I'm an illusion spewing so much bullshit to create confusion to get a confession to put any recent growth of your being into a recession join the ranks of the confused the permanently bruised emotional beings that weren't or surely shouldn't have been attentive to me for to you myself I misrepresented my intentions so many details I failed to mention about myself the secrets I hide in me never to come out no matter how drunk or mad or how loud I shout or what my level of dissension.Well maybe one tune in tomorrow maybe I'll share wont that be fun

lapse

Led Zeppelin and Harpoon beer and you are here with me though your not actually here,fantasy fantastic moments forever crystal clear they are all here actually, spiritually jimmy Robert jones john me and you twelve strings to you to me we sing loudly proudly excitedly happily frantically softly fantastically friendly more drink more fun more songs intensely intently expressively truthfully forever till just prior to never ever again.All still forever friends.Kites flying soaring tones boring into my soul my psyche feelings can't be told just crazy words to help you feel and to understand the unexplainable feeling close at hand brain chemical psychedelics sustain this cherished relic which is my mind on vacation....

sqeak

Those tree frogs make such a racket not subtle like a cricket singing in the thicket but more like a lion without the base like a tree branch squeaking or an old branch breaking they get their point across I can tell you that one thing, its like finger nails on a chalkboard or the high ten strings on a harpsichord or the tires screeching on a hot rod Ford as annoying as this damn poem, damn frogs lol

No deal

Such a fantasy I cannot believe how do I comprehend this crazy notion you have conceived we are no longer together you are a great memory time has pushed you away it is ok sure I'll have a fantasy about you but we won't be alone There will be other ex lovers wind and stars maybe definitely fast cars will I kiss you there,what gave you that idea,the past sure,the past is gone lose the fantasy get a grip acknowledge reality the wind blows and its just cold talk is cheap and I'm too old I to shall be just moving on...

eva

I'm pissed and annoyed there became a certain situation I just couldn't avoid.You see there was this woman I knew before I was employed she used to sing to me she set my soul free.So much time now has passed I miss those siren songs that helped me along through the tough and disappointing times she would sing and share her wine.I never saw her again I guess she figured I no longer needed a friend to spend time with.Found a job,found my way she moved along she moved away.I miss her.She's surely found a new audience to whom her songs she could dispense who need her sensual gift for their failure they can't defend.She prays for weak and she preys on meek,it fulfills her days and completes her weeks.Just grow strong and she will move on.She a winner though she does not compete.I miss her streak,I miss her songs...

Holiday Park

Going out by the swamp,its been some time,the serenity ,the birds ain't seen no gators lately.Maybe fish,have a smoke ,drink a tall beer.Its been awhile I feel like I'm already there.Watch the folks as they launch them boats ,crazy big engines its a wonder they float.Not many bugs in the fall seems like the fish ate good all summer and plum killed them all.There will be some bikers talkin the talk how if they didn't have a bike they would rather walk.Theres peacocks and cats,pain in the back raccoons digging through the trash,looking for this and that.Then there will be something crazy amazing, there always is.maybe some strange creature in the back of a truck,or someone fishing for food cause they're down on their luck.Its a people watchin show there ain't no admission I ain't denying I just got to go.

Sigh

I walked out the door ,suddenly I was bored. I've walked out that door too many times before.It was not a vague feeling I was sure, it never hit me quite like this before.I was surprised though I don't know why, obviously a long time coming. I opened that door and walked right into a wall.A smooth running situation,then a sudden stall.Theres no anxiety no frustration no hatred disappointment or aggravation.Theres nothing,no air no fear no care.I guess I'll just hesitate then wait,take a little rest,for it may soon all be straight, maybe a revamp,acquire some fresh oil to burn in the lamp that lit my way all along till this, this very empty day.

why?

Do yo like a nice fire in the winter,sitting on the couch with a friend drinking warm cider,or coming in from the cold feet wet glad to get the boots off have hot cocoa watch a movie eat a pizza did you ever think that maybe winter sucks..haha move fools...

fall

Fall autumn ,apples pumpkins Oktoberfest at the Harpoon brewery,first frost beautiful disguise for soon all is lost

Fallen

Fall autumn ,apples pumpkins Oktoberfest at the Harpoon brewery,first frost beautiful disguise for soon all is lost.Lost light ,lost hope future happiness surrounded my a moat Good lord is that a swelling in my throat those tonsils they don't like change ,I'll be coughing soon that should last till June,not to strange been this way since the very first day,I stepped into this world,hope to see it all unfurl into something nice good,manageable little likelihood of that ever happening to me I could not ever see until until oh yea,I moved away,hip hip hooray.Now fall comes yes it does its subtle don't need to be hit like a two by four across the face,knock me to the floor, it arrives softly civilized less sweltering heat the shadows change theres a little less daylight but nothing insane.Hmm beach or golf today,either will do can't complain.Ah yes fall.Eight more perfect months till the sweltering heat of summer returns.Like my old southern friend would say,you may have won the war but we got the best part of the country...

Kiss

Your face that look puzzled yet sincere young pretty,absolutely almost concerned,don't worry it'll all work out,then of course get worse thats life.Sure you deserve better most do but pretend your getting smarter after the stressful thing your going through.Your still young theres a long way to go you'll do fine I see it in your eyes I felt it in your soul.You defended me you looked out for me you showed compassion for me I am thankful and quite pleased it was something of a test and you passed it with ease,its all gonna be ok,you'll see

Low cal

Hangin' at the Hard Rock eating pizza watching people what a trip I'm not saying I would'nt be just as interesting looking I'm just saying they're quite interesting and the pizza who'd a thunk how Indians could make pizza just like NY Italians ,forget a bout it what a freakin coincidence.Da pepes an interesting amount of body fat,cigarette a blaze and a drink.The attire makes me look like a sharp dresser.Not a compliment.What a trip.

sorry

Is there a god?I don't know will I live to be old?I don't know.Will there be total natural disaster ?I don't know.So many questions so little same fuck%$# answer.I don't know what I don't know but I do know that I don't know what I don't know.Ya know?See what did there?I wasted your time and I intend to do it again.