I like to hold your hand when I sleep with you,I don't know why,I don't know how to classify this action I would share with I'm so not shy don't need an answer don't want one either,content with this situation unclassified relation that I love having with you seems thou that forever is the duration that I'm holding hands and sleeping with you

It came on a napkin,some great things do wasn't a phone number thou that might have been nice too,it was a note words that spoke volumes to me because I understand it hit at a time when I was between worlds when only cloudiness filled my mind,those words from you they helped me through one of my most difficult times the loss of a friend such despair ,I chose not to read it for a period of time when I did it was a small comfort a glimpse of logic and reason ,that was thoughtful,that was kind

"Point me to the sky; it's my turn to fly"been crawling on the ground so long,can't lift my head to see,I now realize the horizon is forever unattainable,what took me so long, finally I roll on my back and look to the sky at least now I am at rest I see the clouds pass and they confuse me but my mind is inspired I think of illusions that I see I roll over face down it is almost time to get up just a little help for me point me to the sky free me from this earth its my turn to fly bury my mortal body so that I may at last be free

Tears are so amazing falling from soul windows gazing proving life and feeling what's right carefree releasing energy and frustrations simplify ing so many complications easing some
pain too much emotions must overflow then vaporize then clear your eyes to see again tomorrow let back in the light let life get back to what's right

It had been said, you can never go home again but it is OK to visit you can remember it but you can't relive it thats OK with me I mean I do actually agree every visit is new in some way if you have no grudges to cloud the view say hello to someone who used to be a friend it is new though it can never be the beginning again, it has been said you can never go home again

Passed from earth been alive since birth time now to move on go beyond all I've ever known back to the cosmos back to home, energy that was me dispelled to still reality neither created nor destroyed only changing form energy to matter to energy don't need wings to fly away I knew you I feel I still do so long so gone...

I always enjoyed your company whatever you said seemed correct and true whatever you did seemed acceptable on any level time has no victims only claims what is rightfully its now it has claimed you we are but a moment and you were a great moment in time your words immortalized me I shall repay too

Still I think of water, not just to drink but knee deep and warm like a bath now I drop to my knees, it floats me just a little like an unborn child happy content protected relaxed,I Wade in the water, its cleanses me soothes my wounds time slows, I'm still so free...

Happy new day

Another year another care another tear just wait for some new fear to spook me out of here from the darkness into the light out of the house and back into the fight which gives meaning and worth to my life,I don't care then suddenly maybe just a little but thats just between you and me spread the news share the wealth share with a friend drink to good health don't keep it all for yourself,do just one new thing,not crazy big,don't panic don't stress think of something worthwhile,add a litlle effort persevere,and let luck take care of the rest

It is tonight I don't feel alright so I'll sit and write not of feelings but a lack of them I am patient I sit alone in the darkness waiting to see some revelation to be cast upon me clearly IM out of excuses I used the last one some years ago if things happen for a reason then does nothing happen for a reason too does it just happen because of a reason and on and on ramble down that worn out road no forks no twist or turns sure as hell can't see the beginning hope like hell I ain't near the end all I have are these words to help clue me in not sad I am a patient man I deny any regrets they're no good to me any more never smoked cigarettes cept maybe the candy brand it was all just candy back then trick and treat didn't see that coming we will all keep lying till we're all dead or dying keep denying we only failed for lack of trying too much passion too
Much pain bury it deep inside its just a waste of time crying face down ain't no view keep your chin up look around eyes clear forward don't even look back because my friends we ain't through...

I hope you poked holes in the box so she could breath this time,I don't need another dead super model around here...