I'm rolling like thunder down the freeway make sure you make way got my second or third wind more passion then when i begin to understand got the upper hand got poise and direction this is my final collection of thoughts and ideas no need more fear got the  wind at my back and my posse bringing up the rear make way 

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Hey! I like that you tell everyone else you're coming back but me...know what I say to that. "Fuck you"

Waiting for thee, I told you so,I smoked to long ,I drank too much it all was so wrong I'm really not that tough,It was cool I'll give you that still such a fool and now the slap that is the truth I floundered my youth on the goodness of juice then set all the demons loose on the world of the day,maybe I was never strong just somehow got along I could forever go on telling blissful tales how I woke up in jails then begging for bail never planning to fail but failing anyway then riding the rail when they were hot on my trail and somehow living on to see another day,and yet now,somehow I'm suddenly scared away...

It seems I'm fit for just a bit then I hit it a bit of rage I just act my age its fifty years of struggle and turmoil my face could be a gargoyle that would frighten demons into believing anything and everything that this mean old son of a bitch could bring ,so speak your piece then summon the police to bear witness to what I'm about to release in this case up in the face of whatever it is that dictates this place it is a fact that I am the saving grace and the balancing act that kept you out of the early grave you asked me to give so I gladly gave we were so naive it all was all the rage to be thoughtless and free placed all of our burdens on the expanding universe and let the heavens just be and in return they asked nothing of me...

times too

Always time to move on just seems to happen a part of this life a part of my world so many people all different so similar emotions struggle some pain seldom satisfied some days just want to hide bury the cares inside and save them for a better time,or at least another day,only a few missed opportunities didn't completely ruin me hopeful for a few more will catch one,one time ,well I'm fairly sure,ha I hope so...

great opportunities in life are likened to middle aged sex,usually a one shot deal... 

"I thought you had my heart, but you didn’t seem to care. Now I’m finding my own way, and you’re slowly fading away"like an ink blot you saw what you wanted very little soap and I faded away,it always comes out in the wash you had a choice of which swatch you wanted you chose another,another color another lover another line,you choice is made your last season to me you walked away you took a little piece of me,now thats all you'll see,theres a new season in my  journey,theres no reason for you to return to me retro I say no...

Its ok to be jealous envious it seems there are always better dreams then the reality in which we actually believe we are all proud of ourselves in certain little ways we alone know all the little talents we posses but we lack the talent to share its ok as long as we and we alone are aware have a nice day

question

When we meet will you freak when you become aware I'm not a figment of your imagination not just a just an exercise in exaggeration of twisted tales  of successful fails riding the rails that lead me to bale on the simple things that tug on the strings of ones heart,move over sad friend let through some complete idiocy let go for a moment trip through a window into a field of feelings with stinky white flowers sensible shoes and blurry lost hours zero expectations for a lemon face sours like vinegar from an oak barrel,feel the power then let it go let it grow set it free watch it fly rising above all the lies that made you cries came disguised as a rare gift that gave your spirit a lift to such a great height which increased the pain upon the impact when you all came back to the ground ?

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I have put away my fears temporarily,hopefully for a long while ,of course they must again reappear you keep things in check to keep me aware of the dangers of the earth that keep you in their sights 

When I was young,I was strong,life has enriched me theres nothing gone but time gone by,I still long for the simple most difficult things,obvious yet not always within my grasp,can't always see the stars just beyond the horizon just beyond my imagination,yet only moments away patience and endurance willingness and sheer luck,display the revelations,still win little battles thou they mean nothing really,barely usually keeping in balance never really shying from the recent challenge a little proud of the mistakes that made me,me,thank god for a hint of ignorance it lets me be free of so many worries that mean even less than the ones that actually affect me,unbalanced? a little bit less denial less anguish more forgiveness acceptance usually mostly absolutely,moving through the universe at the right speed,taking no more or less than I need it is only in the past when you look back that you see if you did succeed  if you did if you didn't its in the past,look forward glance back....