just because

I took a cab ride today,didn't know for sure what stop to get off at so we continued on.First we went up town just to look around,drove in circles but never really went anywhere .Kept seeing the same people around and around .Then we veered outward,not as pretty of people but more of them and a nice change of pace,again we circled and looked till we got bored it took awhile but it did happen,then a nice trip across town quite interesting ever changing constant motion a good mix,then finally down town ,the seedy section dirty vague looks on peoples faces I could not look to close or stay very long still I did not know where I wanted to get off,but I had some idea where I did not want to go,Finally the driver stopped and let me off, the fare ,my whole life...

should

Just one more day ,just one more night in my life,one last chance to make things right,never before felt what I thought was not right never thought that my beliefs would steer me wrong,now again comes an opportunity once again I hope it doesn't ruin me, all along I've just been fooling me, it lends itself to what a fool I'd be if I blended into this new found reality,seldom clear to see ,yet I will seize this opportunity I will well probably...

lastly

Are you gonna back me?are you gonna slap me remember when I made you happy now its lost and your no longer mad at me.no longer is there a key to me or what I until recently believed to be just the illusion of we

I sit alone by choice i shut off my phome domt need to hear no voice But i guess not all alone cause i came to this bar i could have stayed at home 

comfort

I have no interest in being selfish,thats just the way I am,I did not mean to be mean, thats just the way I arrived on the scene,I confess to you cause your my only fan.It seems I can not change ,I can only complain I'm mostly unaware of the small size of my brain, I need my ignorance and anger to sustain.My morality has been drained life is or was love lost in vain,I fell down just before I assumed I overcame...