Dance

The way you move keeps me confused,always in time ,all the time.it is a pantomime that rules, what I think or feel,I can't know if its real.Back and forth its such a force simple and slow steady spiritual flow,I grasp it and it grasps me steadfast tightly a force of nature to be sure.Constricting like a great snake I am consumed, helpless wide eyed waiting to die,not wondering why, barely a question ,still no reply.Move again that rhythmic time,that which totally consumes me, rules me, took control of my mind and my soul.

Thanks

Did not search would not search,always do find,so many,so kind.Thoughtful,nice,got the going rate at a reasonable price.Always lucky ,I like it that way,seen so many good things heading my way.I recognize them, always welcome to me.Sometimes not at first, the reasons clear, usually later simple to accept,obviously not carelessly.Usually come sparingly,thou continually,not too rare to see.Nice.

tjohn 1:12

When you fish in shallow water ,you usually only meet shallow fish.

Saddness

Its choking my throat Its burning my eyes,I cannot deny it I can't hide it,It brings on a certain shyness,not shame,admission of feelings not a mans favorite game.Helplessness bundled with fear,submission admission to future depression, just self pity really,a natural obsession.

I thought so

The past is a present you receive in the future

I'd

I always believed it,I never believed it I at long last have passed away. It was not quick it was not sudden, for all my life I saw it coming.When it came I was not stunned I lived my whole life, I experienced some fun.Looking forward to crossing over theres restfulness awaiting me.Sure I died young,we all die young ,it is a short exciting life its just sadness when we go,but my soul and my spirit I'm sure you can still feel it ,will always linger on.Be strong be brave ,it is only carbon and dna that they lay to rest in my grave.Im crossing now I'm with you I'm gone au revoir, so long.

rapp

Coast to coast,east coast west coast blog em all give em a toast

Help desk?

hmmhmmmhmm,do do do doyayaya,hm hm hm,hm,hm,hm,lalalololo,hmhmhm,talk amongst yourselfs,hmhmhm mmmm please stay on the line your phone call as well as your life means absolutely nothing to us,hm,hm,hmdo,dee ,do,dododo la,la,laplease hold your being transferred,goodbye!

Everywhere

Oh you spatter me with flattery like a machine gun rat tat tatter me,the smokes so thick I can't even see,so shoot me again I can take it my friend,gladly madly frantically steadily...

Change

I used to live there I dont live there any more.I used to go there, I don't go there anymore I used to know you,I don't know you anymore.I used to care about things,I don't care anymore.There used to be reasons to smile there are,reasons no more.I searched for ideas and ideals the search has grown old.I don't search anymore.I've found it, I live it I believe it.Its called acceptance.It is my new home,my new way of life my new style.Its so beautiful.I don't try to change anyone or anything,cause I now know that change always comes.Change always brings new things,some good some bad.Cannot alter it.Cannot slow it speed it,can only heed it.It always comes.

Opinions

Fortunately theres no definition of friendship .Relationship is just an opinion,maybe an opinion given during hardship.Nothing lasts forever its all true whether or not you believe.I can see,I've seen and I'm free.I of course do have an opinion of you.No definition,vague recognition, constant submission to the evolving condition that ties me to you. Its interesting to me, any opinion of this association ,nothing in moderation dynamic intense all forward motion,zero defense.Time is my defense unstoppable impenetrable,completely dependable.Let us move on just enjoy this unstoppable train,this opinionated interaction based on each others daily reaction to what may or may not happen,during this daily game.I love it.I need it .I want it.

Friends

Every time I see you I learn something nearly amazing, always interesting and slightly new.Each time seems a new reason for believing trusting and emotionally supporting you.I've learned how you've paid your dues and the many things you've battled through.I discover simple little things why you act the way you do.Sometimes you just gotta do what you gotta do to get through.I have a different respect now for you,learning of past things that were chosen for you too.So thank you.Thank you for sharing, for caring about what I think,for inspiring me to dramatize it in ink.So never feel your on the brink of despair,alone,without an emotional home where you can rest regroup return to the game and try to play your best.So I guess I'll see you later when my knowledge love and respect for you will again become oddly enough,even greater...

Help

My brain is bleeding words you keep reading nobody is needing this.Band-aid ?Anyone?

current see

It costs to capture it costs to keep it costs to kill dont confuse victory for defeat time is money,money is not time

MOI ?

Don't know if how or when I'll ever fit in I'm nearing the end and I don't yet know where to begin.Always been a mystery to me,me.Certainly a curiosity,a lifelong novelty All riddles,held my own interest all these years, no closer to the answer since the first question when I was little.Still a tad, curios still not envious occasionally a little furious.Minor fear ,a little less care still fun to still run from delusional fantasies simple realities minor complexities that keep me at the extremities of normal abnormalities.

Hey

Its been so long I thought you were gone for good or better theres been a lot of weather or not you meant to lose me on the run from the past that we came from.A momentary laugh a wound in my side from a gaff somehow got away without a scratch the perfect match went up in flame end that game couldn't give it a name of a place we stayed we played we faded away.

Intent

The spiders web the strongest strand in nature yet mostly unseen.almost seems obscene the power the intent it is also a sign that the victim has run out of time.At first there is excitement then panic then reality becomes frantic,eventual submission then relaxation now death.When that first strand takes hold you know its time to fold.

Middle Man

I fund the wars I feed the whores I insure the poor, I am the question of whats that for,But if I look the wrong way,if I complain,I'll be buried in the shit like I'm from the bottom of the pit,I'm just a little sick of it.I'm middle class,middle age middle minded,to old for rage.I'm the middle man on the middle page forever prisoner in the middle cage.Too old to run,no desire to kill only know how to get my fill of crap and loss,I cover any cost for anybody and everything.I can no longer sustain the painful mundane existence without any resistance.just a plan to take a stand and speak my piece while I still can.Then I'll sit back down and wallow in the shit thats still all around.Tired of living mediocrity living a hypocracy you don't know me,endurance perseverance never a move without proper clearance.Just one time just one rhyme ,just say no, stop the flow and then tell them all where to go just one time...

hot chick

I'm left here greivin my first born is maybe leavin flying off to scale the wall I wont be there to catch her or even break the fall all I can do is wait for the call hear things are good and she gone for good for better I hope I'm pretty sure I did do all I could to teach her I preached at her just ask her when you see her at last shes free to be exactly what she needs to be

quiet

move very slow keep your head down dont attract attention things are going ok or are going to be ok

wrong

I write at night cause writing in the day just don't seem right

bummed

a half a tear a half a beer a half a care must be all the way there

We

a small ball like creature hiding in a hole smooth facial features the animal is the human soul featureless vulnerable and old full of energy but oh so cold.Can not kill it,just frighten it away it wanders on forever searching for the light that will make it seem alright for it to stop fighting and just melt away

just curios

Lost for words don't know what to do making up answers to questions I don't understand biding my time wading through so much bullshit answering the demands.Dodging bullets deflecting insults that get no results from me defending you.Trying wondering flying was not accused of denying my spirit's not dying have some more time just hoping to please you.Make a decision blame me for the incision bleed on me cover my face with your tragic blood you i'll always love never will hold that grudge that saps my last strength trying to understand you.

does matter

the cross section of a molecule is an unstable piece of matter it doesnt matter the orientation it will never survive one needs two to survive as one

dah

Lacking intelligence only improves my opinion of you

Little

I dont expect what I want but I do expect what I'll settle for!!!

Time

Still hooked ain't puttin up a fight ,being drug along enjoying the ride, washed away the pride on the way I feel ok, its all a little crazy been workin my way through a maze making very little headway didn't look both ways didnt walk away stayed to the right anyway diversion dispersion avoided the right of way guess i did not notice anyway.

justice

Just me just you just the good memories that get us through.Half left ,all gone one last verse to that unfinished song.All now is right ,nothing left to go wrong.Over and done it was a helluva run no bad times just bad rhymes tbd just one of one of a kind no one left behind...

MJ

His eccentricity is what truly impressed me.Mostly he was true to his level of difference and revel ency.Outlandish well beyond the norm.Anger and arrogance ,true to the truest form.In life a captive soul,and in death granted the freedom to roam.Missed by many.Dismissed by some,eventually we become the product of what we come from.

words

Without a question I have questions,without hesitation I wait.Clearly I'm confused,I must suffer from a simple complex.

whoa

I thought you were hugging me hello,I guess I just didn't want to know you were really saying goodbye leaving me to sigh letting me go.Others there kept asking why,I knew it wasn't forever still I was surprised.I didn't take the time to look deep into your eyes as we truly said goodbye.It was brief,it was sweet,you to were interestingly complete.Your reflection blinding, your soul astounding, your strength reminding me,of another time when I also was young and strong and free.Now are left only more memories that I keep locked away to never reveal.Comforting and teasing me, saddening me and freeing,my soul that too has grown too old,I'm sure I will see you once again when I shall then look into your soul ,deep in yours eyes it is then we will finally say goodbye.

oxy

Thoughtless contemplation ,calming aggravation, confined freedom suppressed expressions of a well known revelation, enjoy the experience, survive your life rewrite your lies,before its to late set a new date to screw your head on straight.Don't die leaving a why, cause then its too late to cry,set the date don't hesitate,its routine enthusiasm mundane excitement,same old enlightenment in a new movie.

Patience

Tempted to, wanted to, need to do whatever it takes to make it new.To entice you. To create not reinvent wondered where the wonder went, close my eyes it may come to me, careful though not to let it free ,when I know I'll share with you the show, you and me then will see the middle of the journey to resume the quest for destiny.Now I close my eyes and wait to see and wait to see...

dui

Why did mommy have to die,why did mommy drink and drive?I just lie here crying on the floor cause mommies not around to hug me anymore.why did mommy have to die,why mommy why?You would leave me with grandma,but then you always came home.You brought me presents I never felt alone.Now no more presents only past, never a future,I miss you mommy,I hate you mommy.You hated me too.

chin

When it comes to love,leave your emotions out of it

laugh

Dude im 47,what you call a flaw I call the second course

LA

Baby mamas has gone away found herself sneaking to L A.Gonna say cheese to a passed away Mj

just today

Happy holiday you flew away you tempted me I chose the low road stay unknown I gave away my wings I've seldom flown my weakest strength still unknown ,to you not to me I've known a long time .I won't gloat I hide my shine so little time that remains Its ok all is fair in love all is fair. Not lost interest not lost care.I walk naked among you,you cant see because I'm not really there I'm somewhere near here.Hiding secretly behind my fear.Seldom soon exposed my life my worries my woes.My friends my lovers my foes.

whats up?

My IQ,my weight,my blood pressure,my anxiety,my handicap,my 401k,my penis,my flag,my guard,my spirits,my picture,my credit,my hopes,my testosterone level,my debt,my time.Other than that nothing.Whats up with you)

bout time

I have said too much I believe I've stayed too long I guess its time to be getting on.so long.

444

Today I had a dream about an old love an old flame,so real, so right, so refreshing.Made me feel warm,longing sadly happy,then I awoke and she was gone.The un nightmare .Periodically our souls secretly collide ,to refresh and rekindle what still resides inside.But now get up, get over,get back in the game.Good for another stretch of time.All maybe fine,that warm feeling remains.