Wednesday, May 27, 2009

freud

Asleep,a dream hopefully something obscene ,usually something unseen just a feeling obscure seldom revealing anything of relevance or benevolence.Silly strange neurons in my brain,flyin bouncin vyin must bump into each other pictures cloudy like snowy weather, nice warm like birth sudden awareness a perfect moment of total careless reality morality or immortality,good morning,better night!

out of context

So sad, so funny I actually got into it.Develop something new jackass.Thats how I felt,ya something like that.The whole lot of them,what were they thinking?Did they realize they might never be seen again after walking out that door?Its a horrible feeling.Freaking out after getting cut by an old drunk sugar mama in her senseless little world.Burned at a young age she drank a lot of booze waiting for death.Yet she had no will.She wasn't very good with the life she had been given.Obviously it was hardly worth livin.Life was cruel,and pain was an investment.She had no money.She lost her sugar mama status.She felt like crap.She was really hurt.There was no new development.I am still stunned what she said to me.Your horrible she proclaimed,your kidding right, said I.My little world makes a lot more sense,said she.The absurdity of the statement is given,I thought to myself,still she persisted.Without her demands I should be good to go,yup I really love this,a chance to breathe a chance to be relieved.I left her standing at the door,with her pride bleeding on the floor.All her other patrons were long down the road,and this all happened so long ago.life is short i am small yall...arrogance is lonelinessI hate no one I used to love everyone this is no longer true sorry fuck you and or a you...Walk a mile in my shoes?Hell you aint even seen my shoes.Judge me begrudge me how dare you....last first beat or worst...you think that I'm unaware but the truth is i dont fuckin care this old boy doesnt fuckin care,never did never change never waiver just not my flavor...as a father I cry and the children only wonder why,the whole time just flew by the time instantly evaporated yet for them it dragged on ,to me it seemed not gone...I'm independent, I'm free,I'm practically who i want to be...A brief moment,but a moment..."what is gone today will come again tomorrow"mark ...Enjoy every aspect of life,every moment every regret,every success,every conclusion...holding on by a thread...my ears are free and clear of the rings that you fear...how are ya feelin are ya feelin ok I'm out drinkin and golfin just enjoyin the day...Always liked you,always did ,still do...I saw it coming it was not a surprise,so I reacted without hesitation took on a hopeless situation with total retaliation...I scratch my face like a duck but I don't float don't ram like a goat dont gloat gonna dig a moat and hope I don't...participation in the observation abomination... jump around...weak shallow inept,the usual,voilĂ ....

Sunday, May 24, 2009

remember me?

I do recall the moment we met,at the laurel luncheonette.I shall never forget ,black leather amazing long hair,green eyes, black coffee quick conversation, we then got together again a special friend a lifelong friend.I do remember when.

sorry

Oh no,here we again go.sometimes fast sometimes slow same old same old. Old game, freeze frame quick, give that old $&#T a new name.Good try,old cry still boring can't deny,all dry maybe explode my soul obviously never sold,it was for sale still is, now its in foreclosure,I still have some composure how about you,you all bored too?

Monday, May 18, 2009

Feels good listening to you

Rain keeps falling middle of the night, middle of my day, middle of my life.Things are quite ok.Just cause I'm sayin don't mean I'm complainin,maybe I'm just playin cause thats what I do.It all may mean somthin sometimes to me,or it may mean sometimes somethin to you.Its not what I say ,its what you say thats so interesting to you.Thats ok,I love it that way cause you can't blame me for anything you may do.Good day, nice day and happy whatever day today to you...

Sunday, May 17, 2009

drafty taken out of context

life is short i am small yall...arrogance is lonelinessI hate no one I used to love everyone this is no longer true sorry fuck you and or a you...Walk a mile in my shoes?Hell you aint even seen my shoes.Judge me begrudge me how dare you....last first beat or worst...you think that I'm unaware but the truth is i dont fuckin care this old boy doesnt fuckin care,never did never change never waiver just not my flavor...as a father I cry and the children only wonder why,the whole time just flew by the time instantly evaporated yet for them it dragged on ,to me it seemed not gone...I'm independent, I'm free,I'm practically who i want to be...A brief moment,but a moment..."what is gone today will come again tomorrow"mark ...Enjoy every aspect of life,every moment every regret,every success,every conclusion...holding on by a thread...my ears are free and clear of the rings that you fear...how are ya feelin are ya feelin ok I'm out drinkin and golfin just enjoyin the day...Always liked you,always did ,still do...I saw it coming it was not a surprise,so I reacted without hesitation took on a hopeless situation with total retaliation...I scratch my face like a duck but I don't float don't ram like a goat dont gloat gonna dig a moat and hope I don't...participation in the observation abomination... jump around...weak shallow inept,the usual,voilĂ ....

Saturday, May 16, 2009

time travel

First finding ,then climbing the winding stairs.They may take you to the top the place you knew you would end up,but they make take you down to the basement where there you may find a suitable replacement for what you believed real,good even decent.The choice became apparent the decision recent dark damp and cold you made small decisions to create this big decision that is made for you.Damn those stairs

Wednesday, May 13, 2009

saved

I'm like a crazy man,I rant I rave maybe I'll beat my mother to the grave next i'm not as beautiful but surely I am beautiful ,I'm not bulletproof but I don't need proof I love you .There are places I've been where I once committed sin...society sobriety.. I've heard of a herd of people...,your old your out of a job...secret sacred places..tourney journey...apparently I'm home cause I no longer feel alone...not ny flavor I dont savor im a giver not a gaver...move along, won't be long till I'm proved wrong.And my psyche is back where it belongs.

Monday, May 11, 2009

Beauty

A flower to be sure,pedals turn toward the sun feel the warmth the depth of the energy,life growth desirable reflections of light.could not save it could not store it would not change it did not know what it was for.Saw it loved it then is was gone the fade evolved there is no time no moment to realize beauty does not last it just shows itself as it moves on past your reality take a glimpse then let it be...

keepin

You inspire a thought or two you invoke hope cause life is a joke and you might be the punch line but with all jokes its the time line,to soon to slow just workin on the delivery with a touch of half assed chivalry changing the consistency to make it better suit me,what rhymes with fruit tree?Thanks...

DD ,bd

A young woman with and old school soul.A lover of rock and roll. A free thinker,one who appreciates the less popular cults of the day. A misplaced perhaps displaced future mogul with a timeless face.Confident seemingly carefree who's beauty screams out yet her persona blends in.You bought the past and the future is yours for free.You deserve it I've observed this.Enjoy it love it, wander in it,explore all of it,it really is ok...hpybdaybb!!!

truth seeker

Seek peace and you shall find it ,seek freedom and you shall find it,seek a free piece and it may take awhile

Sunday, May 10, 2009

just move along

If you rise above it ,its easier to get over it.Traffic no signal no clue,rise above it.People stressin out you cause they have nothin better to do,rise above it.Family is around, you love them dearly, just need a little time alone to think more clearly,rise above it,you know the rest,all the stress you daily address,be strong rise above it,just move along.

Friday, May 8, 2009

no more

can't believe it but I'm not surprised all those little nuances that I always despised your greed and suspicion was a sad rendition of someone who inspired and required no assistance no advice no pain no more presents except the past all will burn in hell only the past can last so just say goodbye move on unjust go away

perpetuation

Like a bird that flies free only nature confines me but nature is cruel yet fair allowing moments that keep me scared such is the price of freedom more exciting than boredom colder than love,ancient like death, no guarantees freedom once again has blanketed me I am again free to consider the possibilities the consequences the tragedies triumphs adventures continuation of evolution the proclamation of freedom enjoy as will I

Wednesday, May 6, 2009

hooray

Endurance perseverance's congratulations.Pat yourself on the back its been a struggle but I see you all made it so celebrate today.Your a survivor ,after all you been through today will be a breeze.Your unafraid go ahead enjoy today.

Tuesday, May 5, 2009

waldo

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mango margaritas

Waiting for the summer rain the mango's are growing thirsty.The sun grows hotter still.Margaritas soon will be real.Floating in the sun in my fresh painted pool.You are invited don't just think about it.Be ready,bring tequila,I got the ice.Get ready....nice.

syncless

While you sleep I dream,while your silent I scream,I look at you when you look away.I always listen to you when you have nothing to say.I can only hope but will never pray.Your awakening completes my day.

goofy girl

She's an Itty bitty giddy girl,she likes to twirl inside her world,her life is dizzy she keeps real busy making me laugh,makin me smile, shes totally worthwhile she's a super energized bright clear eyed, loves to run wants to fly, all the time non stop fun, that itty bitty giddy girl...

delusional

I do not perceive ,as I am perceived most likely is true ,I am relieved

Monday, May 4, 2009

lastly

slow steps one after the next precise placement on the burning pavement walkin the streets towin the line gonna get it right this time.Aint goin back ain't givin in got to little time to do it all over again.Failure?Not an option.attempted,success?An absolute must.Runnin out of soul,runnin out of trust.

Sunday, May 3, 2009

periodless

Hello and welcome to the punctuation group..This is where we sit around and check up on punctuation.Its dynamic and exciting and we are one of the fastest growing groups,not just on this site but all sites the world over.So come on in ,don't be shy doesn't matter the topic its the punctuation we're concerned about.Sure spell check bout killed our spelling group.Thank God they haven't messed with a punctuation program,heaven forbid what would we do then?