hugger

A hug the greatest momentary emotional immobilization tactic immobilize someone today

dreamer

Didn't want to go until I knew I could not,seemed like a long way and it was,not a plane or any known vehicle could take me there only my memory and imagination buried emotions and fading frustrations,I can't miss what I vaguely remember ,I claimed greatness perhaps an exaggeration although so quick to resume old habits embracing, weakness that once controlled my life I never called you,until I called I never knew you until you went away I never grew up till that one day now all is forever changed,I'm not sure if I should complain,probably will usually do ,its ok ,its nothing new I am still inspired by past creations experiences and situations,revisiting demons weakness' and life altering creations,so I'll wait for the time machine to take me where I think I want to go but I'm sure that I will scream at the first sighting of ghosts that I remembered to let go,still now forward motion as I roam wait for emotional delusions to comfort and cradle me for I too know its true ,you can never go home...

almost so close

It finally cracked, that fragile friendship that we once shared ,another storm it would not fare, well it fell ,ran out of reasons excuses seasons and uses for that interaction chemical reaction, mental stimulation prevention and other unmentionables .Not even interested to regret the time invested to this past and that grasp of reality that has now past us goodbye...

lier

Well I guess I lied about damn near everything,about helping and loving you,and the misfortune that I bring ,You thought I would be here next summer but of course that was a lie,you thought I would bring you something special,well go ahead and cry,cause it ain't never gonna happen,I ain't never gonna be by no more and that baby, ain't no lie ,so drink and celebrate without me,sing sad lonely songs that make you long for all the good things and people that love to steer you wrong ,I hope you have a good birthday today,but you can go to hell tomorrow,wake up in a pool of shame and regret then feel in your gut all the pain and the sorrow that makes you strong, just twenty three years old and all the good is gone from your soul...

never

Just another way to say, well where have you been, why have you been away?My lonely beautiful friend, come back to me,come back to my sickly reality, let us again hold hands, hold back the dam, hold in our secrets hold my head in your hands .Hold on to hope, hold on, just one more minute, your gone...

I think I do like it I think so when you read it I'll believe it I usually do ,Jewel...t

well well well

Feel the heat, subtropic reality back again mangos soon, all the critters ,reptiles and mammals testing the domesticated animal,plenty of fruit for everyone,foolish birds discouraging the picky rest,then the ants and flies and the coy cooing doves restocking supplies,subtropical summer sneaked back in its the time of the year ,thats the best...