Deny yourself a litlle self sacrifice show some appreciation give libation daily bow to the east seek the relief from from the many

facets of your life

Im not afraid im just admiring,hesitation just slows me down,precision is just a illusion

I gave up i gave in i surrrendered years ago i was a successful failure it came easy for me easier than most

I dont know whats with prunes it was a plum and the when it is dries it undergoes some evil transformation like im gonna get you for

stealing my moisture then it goes through you taking your moisture and pretty much everything else with it evil damn plum

I like to tell the interlecual jokes early in the show that way the dumb ones leave,Hey thanks for coming,don't foget to let the bus

come to a full stop before you get on...walk carefully now...

Your asshole may look like a daisy but you didnt have to name it daisy oh you thought i was gonna say doesnt smell like a daisy well

how would i know that...

For me sex was just for recreation,I really find raising children relaxing

My insurance salesman said for just a little money i could buy peace of mind I of course told him I was saving up a lot of money for

a piece of ass

I told that joke the other night and a girl farted such a compliment thats a comediens dream to have people leave covered in their own filth

Well the truth of the matter is those people who left earlier were actually the smart ones they dont ride the bus hell they drive the

 damn bus and i think one even owns the bus, thanks and good night and dont forget to let the bus stop completely before you get on ,on your way home...

Theres still so many things I want to say to you I dont need to I just want to they are such old lines Ive practiced saying them a

thousand times yet some how they are new they still do ring true you dont need to hear them still you are kind you convinse me you dont mind I pretend to believe it then we laugh its a good despite the outcome its still fun to be young or at least aware your not deceased you feal the care your energy released into the air you are now gone yet somehow you are still there...

I miss the pain that controlled me i miss the the life where i felt so free to be excited about life with you fantastic unrealistic possibilities that guided my actions and ambitions with persuations that drew you to me i remember it never dwell on it broke the spell then fell from your grace lost touch with your presence miss the flavor of your face haunting taunting the passion remains

I miss the pain that cotrolled me i miss the the life where i felt so free to be excited about life with you fantastic unrealistic doing,sometimes i think of dumb diddies such as this I really don't mean too but sometimes I do then I think what should I do can I do Sometimes I miss you ,sometimes I think of you, sometimes I don't ,sometimes I do wonder what are you doing ,how are you

This tempoary insanity has become my temporary reality I plead the fifth then grab a fifth and go on a fishing trip and try to get over it but I'm not very well equipped to handle it,still waiting for a punch line I hope it arrives in a nick of time to help me feel so fine before I lose my feeble mind and free myself from the little bind I seem to have got myself in,you lose I lose,so who wins?

The Game.Im not giving up i refuse to give in i love playing this game even if i dont win the prize, just the look in your eyes the look of surprise when you still see my face when you sleep at night and during the week when you cannot sleep, im not a winner beginner just a fun loving seeker who will share my only inner frustrations with you...

You cant capture a butterfly and you cant own freedom

There was no defining moment it is all just a moment i never wrote you a song just this diary entry lala haha just happy words with no real meaning there was no real beginning which means there can not be an end we are not really lovers just loving friends no rules no
regrets no worries no pain well not yet anyway but that to will be okay if it aint broke just as well keep it that way see you

tomorro I saw you today..

Theres still so many things I want to say to you I dont need to I just want to they are such old lines Ive practiced saying them athousand times yet some how they are new they still do ring true you dont need to hear them still you are kind you convinse me you dont mind I pretend to believe it then we laugh its a good despite the outcome its still fun to be young or at least aware your notdeceased you feal the care your energy released into the air you are now gone yet somehow you are still there...

Whoa

Suddenly passion is back in fashion now its all the rave,people buying flowers not just because they are on sale but because someone wants to share some beauty a slight fragrance slow down the ride that is going so fast joining the past with the now completing the why with the how when things are slower its easier to understand the many small reasons why we have so many demands from each other just looking for appreciation for who we think we

Stunned? not really just seem another shame ,sad?maybe just a little thou I barely knew her name,scared ?no death is always looming nearby ,sorry I out lived another one it just seem they chose to die,sometimes its was fun ,not anymore its done ,no need for any reasons anymore I pretend I have a purpose thats what I live for,won't judge,still might cry never a question whos answer I'm looking for why?No no no never a question for why...

You have what i need because your opposite me you are the place i sometimes need to be keep me restained dont set me free no need to focus its a fuzzy force that holds us in each others orbit we have our own years we share our ozone we sustain this safe place we call home its not the place we came from but will be the space we wont stray from will will hide from questioned eyes inside deep inside...

Its like telepathy between you and me a glance is a book just one look its that simple some time its amemory that tips me off to look at you then look away no need for another but need is not always what drives me ,inspires me I can only teach what I have learned even if I seemed to teach it to me I can not teach desire I can only notice that you do seem to desire me...

Time for a change?Well maybe I realize I can't just stay and things cant just stay this way,I see the way you look at me you realize you need a new kind of freedom,free from me ,at least on something we agree,there are no more ships the wind is still the excitement is gone there are 360 degrees on a compass rose sometimes you cant parallel courses you will only go in different directions even a few degrees will eventually lead to great separation beyond comprehension change will occur allowing it will help to plot a course with maybe a destination or at least a smoother more interesting journey sail away my friend sail away...

So much poetry just flows out of me its like my insanity that just cant manage me or set me free wont just let me be it happens so suddenly,got to write it all down before it eludes me its like candy to me hops me up then I get stuck and can never shut up still trying to explain why I'm not yet insane by what I am sayin describing my brain when I truly know nothing thank you and good night...

‎(1/4) When i need too feel alive just got get out and ride I ll tell you my destination maybe an hour after i arrive gonna find some newtall tales covered in little white lies it a freedom and a luxury its only my gaudian angel and me,north maybe south only the bikeknows I just follow, many miles a couple of days maybe Ill text you day after tomorro got to be, gonna be free just takin a ride myangel,curiosity and me..

I saw mother mary at the airport for a moment today I knew she was passing through I stopped her to say hello I kissed her on the cheek had barely time to speak I said I was glad to see her our time was brief I stared back at her as I slowly walked away,I saw mother Mary today...

I was frustrated so I masturbated its a popular sport that can never be overrated,when I eat cheese I prefer it grated when I'm done I feel quite elated when it comes to bad words I have never hesitated,I had a contract once but had it incinerated I never waited for the results from the doctor of somebody else till she proclaimed she was ashamed after we procreated I knew I should have stuck with what I previously stated and then I should have quit just after I masturbated ...

Time for a change?Well maybe I realize I can't just stay and things cant just stay this way,I see the way you look at me you realize you need a new kind of freedom,free from me ,at least on something we agree,there are no more ships the wind is still the excitement is gone there are 360 degrees on a compass rose sometimes you cant parallel courses you will only go in different directions even a few degrees will eventually lead to great separation beyond comprehension change will occur allowing it will help to plot a course with maybe a destination or at least a smoother more interesting journey sail away my friend sail away...

So much poetry just flows out of me its like my insanity that just cant manage me or set me free wont just let me be it happens so suddenly,got to write it all down before it eludes me its like candy to me hops me up then I get stuck and can never shut up still trying to explain why I'm not yet insane by what I am sayin describing my brain when I truly know nothing thank you and good night...

Stunned? not really just seem another shame ,sad?maybe just a little thou I barely knew her name,scared ,no death is always looming nearby ,sorry I out lived another one it just seem they chose to die,sometimes its was fun ,not anymore its done ,no need for any reasons anymore I pretend I have a purpose thats what I live for,won't judge,still might cry never a question whos answer I'm looking for why?No no no never a question for why...

Suddenly passion is back in fashion now its all the rave,people buying flowers not just because they are on sale but because someone wants to share some beauty a slight fragrance slow down the ride that is going so fast joining the past with the now completing the why with the how when things are slower its easier to understand the many small reasons why we have so many demands from each other just looking for appreciation for who we think we are...

Me

With my twisted intellect some people try to dissect yet still have no respect for any such dialect other than what they would normally expect yet I have no regret for their loss I will cover the cost for another cross that I will carry across the river of doubt where most are baptized and never realize that the wise are wise despite the size of the ego as far as you know so content to be so slow,it makes me just a little jealous and a bit ill at ease but I always eventually accept what I finally believe,I just thought you might like to know...

Damn your eyes,for what they have seen,me at my lowest and somewhere in between heaven and hell it often grieves me so I have stooped so low to help you become free from yourself took you off the shelf where you sat for so long now I'm lying down here and now your out there somewhere gone from my view damn your eyes for what they have seen damn your eyes,damn you...

Tonite i see a star through the skylite at my mothers house in the den where i am visiting like a guest her child or just some old friend the star does not see me i am dimly lit covered by blankets and sweat it is the middle of summer i musnt forget this time here spend is fun and worthwhile perhaps our time is reaching the end still i see a star still I see ma good night