cont.

all odds you lured me in you made me crash against the wall against my will,against what made me strong, all along up again I shall get, wise again, never with regret ,scale the wall stand on the top look around survey the future then turn around,piss on the past jump to the future then wait for the crash...

Dirty secrets

Take back control of your laundry gentlemen,thats another way the woman is keeping you down.You heard of the man but its the woman behind the man thats calling the shots.People talk trash about the man cause they're not really afraid of the man, but all are petrified to even mention the woman.Well I'm here to do just that.Remember when you were going to go out and maybe get some attention from some pretty woman, but suddenly your favorite leisure suit is nowhere to be found,you know the one that makes you look hot and desirable to the ladies,the one if it were a dress you'd call it your slutty dress. So ,you don't go out.And that time you where determined to go buy that Porche and all you had to wear was those old sweat pants ,couldn't even walk in to the showroom.And what did happened to my queen concert shirt and oldest blue jeans.First they pump food into you then they shrink your laundry now you don't have they look,let alone the energy to go out or even get out of your own way.So I say again, take back the laundry.Women made it seem like its a tough job but guess what ,its gravy throw stuff in a machine turn it on open a beer,there's even a buzzer to wake you up when its done.Throw it into another machine couple more beers a nap,I got to tell you since I took back control of the laundry I've never felt more refreshed and full of life.Just do it...

A saint

You feel a fool to hang around and stay, but you'd be a fool to be the fool ,to turn and walk away...

punk

Poor precious Paula peeing in a coffee cup don't know which end is up,Lonely for L.A. don't know if shes gay thinks she has a penis then goes the other way,full of German booze hangin with the highest class of fools losin phones sitting at home waiting saddly to go to a home...

sweet geeks

Sudden like right now it happens instant recognition like hardware on a computer , yet to see inside but its just a matter of time.Nothing amazing but comforting and interesting ,with a little something to hide, of course, just a little something or a tremendous lot,doesn't matter as long as it shares files and pictures of smiles and literature.The speed is ok the stream is constant ,data uninterrupted time remaining still unknown...

Its all O.K.

Lay on your trip I',m sure I can handle it,loads of guilt thou I've never felt such hollow vacuum wonderment.I've left loads of room for improvement,give the details to me, I shall secure them beneath the rest of the cement that preserves my memories in which I will not recall.I drink straight from the bottle, deny everyone the truth thats always been my motto.Including myself,no lonesome memories no lonesome shelf.So again,go on pour it on, I've smartly survived this long,I buried my guilt with your bones ,together they are gone.Give it, give it to me, your trip your baggage I'll mis tag it, gladly send it away on a silver tray, looks so good in front of a crowd.All as it should be, all seeming so proud,total denial somehow never spoke before out loud, accidentally lost that every file ,misplaced in the heap over by the ancient pile,lay it on ,its all gone...

Slap

Only already seventeen breathing it in ,living a dream,only to one day wake up without even blankets on maybe the pillows gone,need a little water wheres my protectors why are they gone,harsh reality lost immortality,maybe get out of bed go to work I once had heard but could not conceive had no reference to what to believe,now its real time to go ,learn how to run.Deal with the present no matter the outcome,plot a course experience the force,centripetal like newtons laws so real ,undeniable.

Gasp

Didn't feel the pain of pressure squeezing me making me crazy insane unless your inhuman strong just going along and on for the ride only shame to hide all that emotional crap buried inside my psyche lodged within my brain.Give me a break nothing has changed... 

Fleeting

I had a thought ,then it went away,I thought of how important you were to me then you went  away,I no longer am concerned,nor am I intrigued no more thinking or fighting no need for retreat or attack carried a chip on my shoulder and the world on my back.Suddenly just a memory,well maybe and not so sudden,I'll one day think again but for today I'll just drink again soon again I'll be on the mend back to the simple life,the constant sigh of relief the daily endless strife.Never admit your wrong when you know your right.