Sigh

I walked out the door ,suddenly I was bored. I've walked out that door too many times before.It was not a vague feeling I was sure, it never hit me quite like this before.I was surprised though I don't know why, obviously a long time coming. I opened that door and walked right into a wall.A smooth running situation,then a sudden stall.Theres no anxiety no frustration no hatred disappointment or aggravation.Theres nothing,no air no fear no care.I guess I'll just hesitate then wait,take a little rest,for it may soon all be straight, maybe a revamp,acquire some fresh oil to burn in the lamp that lit my way all along till this, this very empty day.