Time

Well well its been awhile,where mentally have you been,what kind of encounter have you been avoidin Its been annoying trying to conjure up conversation with you from my memory.I know it sounds funny but I'm half mad, from you ,at you,because of you.You eluded me you deceived me you confused me ,that was easy.And you used me that was ok I enjoyed the company every day ,when you get this letter maybe then you'll understand why I wear my heart on my sleeve and hold my head in my hand.If you don't get this ha then everything is status quo you just go on pretending or maybe you really didn't know,I'm lonely and I'm bleeding it seems only a little time and consideration is all I've been needing I'm desperate I will wait,just till your response I will try to be patient,but at times patience magnifies sadness but I will wait,theres little alternative,I will try to remain sane for sanities sake...