Suspence

All things considered not a day in recent past has gone by when I have not thought of you considered giving gifts to you sharing my feelings for you with you supporting you with what ever means are necessary to turn what little I have into plenty just for you,what is this madness that possess me, that steers my thoughts and fears for you, hugs my soul why ,is there even an answer ,does there need to be, do I want it just to be free or would I just deny it which would nullify it setting me free only to be lonely with no sense of purpose a hope to believe in, true faith surely to fulfill some ancient prophecy a storybook legend the longing spirit fantasy,maybe tomorrow it will fade maybe the very next day,I don't mind I don't know why I too won't just fade away...