Ode to you

 You say I'm a dick I'm ignorant I don't do tricks don't need forgiveness excuse me but I'm not,I can't follow your crowd they talk to loud and they hurt my ears and they give me fears that I can't share so they're unaware of my instabilities they may learn gradually but I wont hold my breath just the same cause I'm not insane,well not just yet, anyway,sorry I just paid my rent your not tolerant sounds like a personal problem to me,apparently things to me are not always relative to those such as yourself makes me less important to you I have given up on getting through so little time obviously too much to do,not much time for everything else...