Stunned? not really just seem another shame ,sad?maybe just a little thou I barely knew her name,scared ?no death is always looming nearby ,sorry I out lived another one it just seem they chose to die,sometimes its was fun ,not anymore its done ,no need for any reasons anymore I pretend I have a purpose thats what I live for,won't judge,still might cry never a question whos answer I'm looking for why?No no no never a question for why...