BLACK DOTS

Black dots point at me.Make me small ,make me tall, set me up for the ultimate fall. Still they point at me, beckoning me calling my name ,not by name, they tickle me ,they stroke me , they tempt me, they choke me, they lure me, they may kill me , they may cure me ,they hold me till I beg for mercy, still I beg for more .More pain, more lust, more shame. Can I go on ,take the pain, risk the loss to obtain the gain ,I will,,I do,, I must ,,I shall ,,I am insane!!!!!