despair

Alas I ache,it may finally be more than I can take my will, thou seemingly strong ,may still finally break.I don't feel bad I don't feel great.There are certain feelings one just can not fake.A pain I shall no longer take.I'm feeling weak,my thoughts are simple,I seldom speak.Once there was some hope but now the outlook is bleak.The wall was too high the road was too long it took all my strength, my energy is gone.Despair is a certainty, it won't be long.I didn't do right, I didn't do wrong.