complacent

I'm cold .I stayed to play but its all so old.Got my work cut out for me but Ive grown lazy, of course my purpose worth has grown hazy.Traveling so far with little rest as for strength I fear there is piddles left,it has mostly gone away .I try to look for new inspiration but it cannot be found,it can only be discovered, not coldly hunted down.I' cold I'm so very cold.