fail

Well what did you expect another vase of flowers a glass of cold water in the face,a peek into a parallel universe or another tall fantasy tail for god sakes,sorry didn't want to go there I was not afraid,I was scared how it might turn out in the interim the end never bothers me and the beginning I wasn't aware of a thing its more the process that brings things into perspective,what does that mean?well hard to tell I think it means I'm afraid of work, can't stand the thought trying and then failing,so I'm afraid to try and I claim to be lazy sounds crazy ?Well then explain it to me...