My appreciation is extreme border line obscene so many holes in my soul makes it easy for the demons to get in but just as easy to leave nature baths me in beauty all my senses not just what I see I accept the pain physical mostly I don't know why everything has some affect on me but I love it its free and it frees me the demons have been bored with me lately they are sparse yet they wait perhaps one soul hole will close and keep one demon out I only hope its not one of my favorite ones,everyone needs company once in awhile so for now just sit back relax and smile...