Again I lye dormant like a reptile in winters mud you were my sun that energized me now you are none I'm barely coherent I lie in bed most of the day,always try to blame my schedule and how I prefer it this way but I'm just trying to cope stop the crying and float to the top where there is again life and possibly hope for future contentment,improved quality of life and slowly lose the resentment that has contained me in this muck like state of reality...