such

I feel no pain yet still I am alone,just waiting for a reply,to my recent question as to why you just went away,no warning or explanation,of course you owe me nothing, still I wonder ,I choke on my tears sit uncomfortable with same old fears ,I know and I am fully aware that I am ultimately strong and need not long for love or assistance from anyone including you,yet still I sit with no regret and no logical reasons and even less to believe in, alone except for these demons that are truly my only true friends...